....magicalpond....magic within?
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done
So. It's over. Officially, dead.
After the announcement of his little sister's upcoming marriage, and my asking yet again when the same would happen to me... it ended. I will complete my time at MC, then come May I will be living in Hawaii. I will probally get rid of most of my possesions, only keeping the items I need most. I can't say I didn't see it coming. Nor that I am surprised. Just pained. Rather touchy about it at the moment. It is still raw. I told a friend about what happened today at school, and broke down crying. For the first time. It didnt seem real to just then. But it is. It is hard to change. This is what I know...for now. It is like a divorce without having the comfort of a word to describe what is happening. I live a strange life. I often think I should make words up to help explain the situation I live in. I've been told I live in "survival" mode. I just put on the happy face and keep going. Just keep going.
7:18 p.m. - 2006-09-13
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